An Emotional Coward

I have known you for about a minute,

Although it seems like we met in a different life.

You know some of the darkest corners of my soul,

Most of them yet to be excavated by the world.

You notice my tells that I didn’t even know I have,

My poker face is wasted on you.

I often wonder about your ability

to make my woes melt away,

It’s like a magic trick that always amazes me.

How do you do it? Is it a pill

or a skill that you mastered at camp?

We’ve laughed together till our stomachs hurt,

And laid next to each other silently.

We shared our plans to start new lives,

And the ways we want to conquer this one.

Although we say a lot to each other in person,

We always leave more unsaid.

I can stand up to bullies & stare down armies

But I still cannot say the few lines that I need to you.

I hide behind the safety of paper or screens

because I am an emotional coward.

Posted in Baking

Baked Doughnut Bars

If you are anything like me you crave doughnuts at least once a week. I find myself drooling over the various funky new flavours that places like ‘The Doughnut Project, NY’ and ‘Dolce Romero, La Paz’ are coming up with. I mean who doesn’t want coffee cream filled doughnuts but as fun as new flavours are, the classics are well CLASSICS. (Homer simpson doughnut anyone?) Doughnuts are a staple in my dessert exploration wherever I go.

These yeast based doughnut bars are not as easy as their fried counterparts but also not as complex as their circular baked cousins. These are just the right amount of effort and sweet. Making these was really fun and I will definitely make ’em again really soon.

I flavoured these with vanilla sugar but it if don’t have that on hand you can add in some cinnamon instead. Flavoured sugars are easy to make, to make cinnamon sugar you simply mix some 1 tsp cinnamon powder with roughly 250 g of castor or icing sugar. To make vanilla sugar, simply mix castor/icing sugar with split vanilla beans. It is also an excellent way to reuse vanilla beans that are leftover from various baking adventures!

If you prefer you can dress them up with a chocolate drizzle and sprinkles. Another way to dress ’em up is a simple milk and sugar glaze + sprinkles of course!  🙂


So, let’s go through the process:

  1. Take warm water with a pinch of sugar in a small bowl and stir in the yeast in a small bowl until it properly mixed. Cover the bowl and let the mixture sit for 5 minutes. (Your mixture should smell yeasty and froth up a little)
  2. Mix the flour, baking soda, baking powder, salt and 3 tbsp of sugar together.
  3. Mix the butter in the flour mix to produce an even ‘breadcrumb’ or pastry dough like mix. Add in your egg white, milk and yeast into the dough.
  4. Now comes the fun part! Knead the dough on a lightly floured surface for 5 minutes. This is unfortunately not one of the therapeutic anger-relieving dough, this dough is more delicate so be gentle.
  5. Roll the dough in a ball and put it back in the bowl. Cover and let it rise for 15 minutes.
  6. Roll the dough on your lined baking sheet and keep it thick. Cut the dough into 6 pieces and cover with plastic wrap and let it sit for 40 minutes.
  7. Once the dough has risen, sprinkle with cinnamon or vanilla sugar. Bake for 20 minutes in a pre-heated oven at 200 C.



2 tbsp 105 degree water
1 1/2 tsp active yeast
140 g flour
3 tbsp sugar
1/2 tsp baking powder
1/4 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp salt
2 tbsp butter
1 egg white
55 g milk


  1.  In a small bowl, combine the warm water and yeast with a pinch of sugar. Stir and let rest for 5 minutes until foamy. It MUST foam. If it does not foam, the yeast are dead. Start over.
  2. Whisk the flour, 2 tablespoons of the sugar, baking powder, baking soda and salt in a bowl. Add the butter, and incorporate it into the flour.
  3. Next, stir the egg white and milk into the yeast mixture. Add this to the dry ingredients and stir until combined. Flour the counter, and knead the mixture for 5 minutes.
  4. Cover the dough with plastic wrap and let it rest for 15 minutes. Cut the dough into six bar shapes.
  5. Place the bars on a lined cookie sheet, and cover with plastic wrap. Let rise in a warm place for 45 minutes. Sprinkle the donuts with 1 tbsp of sugar. Bake the donuts for 10-12 minutes.
Posted in Baking, travels

Cheese Bounty Part 2: Reypenaer VSOP

This cheese is an excellent example of artisan dutch cheese making. Reypenaer is a variety of Gouda that is made through a series of maturation stages in an entirely natural way. In fact, the secret ageing methods of Reypenaer are what give it the signature flavour.  It continues to be a family business passed down through the generations of the Wijngaard family.  They hold tastings at their tasting room in Amsterdam!

There are 3 different types of Reypenaer based on the aging period :.

  • Classic Reypenaer that is matured for a year and comes out with a soft, creamy flavour.
  • Reypenaer VSOP that is aged for 2 years resulting in a mature, strong and full bodied cheese with a delicate crystalline texture.
  • Reypenaer X.O. reserve is aged for 2.5 years resulting in an extremely unique cheese that is available in very limited quantities.

The Reypenaer V.S.O.P. is made using traditional methods in a small cheese factory.  It is then ripened for 2 years in the unique micro-climate of the old cheese warehouse built in 1906 that is located along the Oude Rijn river, Holland.

img_20171010_194238236.jpg“The Reypenaer VSOP has an extraordinary intense taste with surprising mineral crystals and complex aromas: caramel, light chocolate and toffee.”









Have a great day! 🙂

Whole-wheat Almond & Cheese Biscuits


180 g – Butter, softened
100 g Reypenaer, grated
80 g Sharp/ mature Cheddar, grated
105 g Whole-wheat flour
75 g All purpose flour
180 g Almonds, chopped & roasted
Pinch of salt
Pinch of pepper


1. Beat the butter until it is nice and creamy. Mix in the grated cheese to make a smooth mix.

2. Add in the salt, pepper and flour. Mix till a soft dough forms. Mix in the roasted almonds.

3. Make sure they are fully incorporated. Divide the dough into 2 pieces, roll them into logs. Wrap these logs in cling film and chill for 15-20 minutes.

4. Preheat the oven at 180 C. Cut thick slices and bake them for 15 minutes for untill golden brown.

Posted in Baking

Scottish Vanilla Shortbread!

Scottish shortbread, a perfect companion for a hot coffee or a rich hot chocolate. Our favorite parings were ice-cream and/or coffee.

Indian vanilla is lesser known than its cousins from Madagascar or Haiti. Friends often get me vanilla beans from south Indian farms from their travels. I try to do them justice.


This is the closet I came to rolling a round. Don’t judge, if you can roll a perfect round however I respect you.

When you roll this shortbread leave it a little think as shortbread isn’t meant to be crispy. It is supposed to have a clean, light flavour that is short lived hence the name shortbread.




Serving suggestions: You can dip the ends in chocolate and sprinkles with crushed nuts, peppermints, sea salt or sprinkles. Yummy.


250 g Butter, softened
75 g Castor Sugar
35 g Rice flour
270 g Whole-wheat flour
65 g all purpose flour
1 Vanilla Bean


  1. Preheat the oven to 150 C. Grease two baking trays.
  2. Beat the butter, sugar and vanilla until light and fluffy. Stir in the flours , one by one.
  3. Knead gently on a floured surface for a minute. Divide the dough into two equal halves. Roll both of these halves into rounds, cut the rounds into 6-8 wedges and crimp the edges if you like.
  4. Prick all wedges with a fork and bake for 40 minutes.


Posted in Baking

Healthy White Chocolate & Macadamia Cookies!

You know when you want some cookies but also don’t want to binge-eat them all later? Well, this batch only makes 6 cookies and they are whole-wheat.

Yummy. Macadamias are awesome. Cookies are awesome. Chocolate is awesome. See where I am going with this ?

If you don’t like white chocolate you can make them with milk or dark chocolate as well. Although I must say that these cookies by themselves aren’t overtly sweet.




3 tablespoons unsalted butter, softened
1/4 cup light brown sugar
2 tablespoons granulated sugar
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 large egg yolk (white reserved for another use)
5 tablespoons of whole wheat flour
2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
1/8 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 teaspoon fine sea salt
10-12 whole macadamia nuts
1/4 cup white chocolate chips


  1. Preheat the oven to 180 C, and line a baking sheet with parchment paper.
  2. In the medium bowl, add the softened butter, brown sugar, granulated sugar, and vanilla extract. Beat until light and fluffy.
  3. Next, add the egg yolk and beat until combined. Finally, sprinkle the flours, baking soda and salt evenly over the surface, and beat to combine everything.
  4. Chop and stir in the macadamia nuts and white chocolate chips by hand.
  5. Divide the dough equally into 6 cookies (about 46 grams each), and space evenly on a baking sheet.
  6. Bake for 9-11 minutes, until the cookies are light golden brown on the edges and the surface begins to crack. Let cool completely, and store in an air-tight container at room temperature for up to 2 days (if they last that long).
Posted in Baking, travels

Cheese Bounty Part 1: Maas Lander

What a week it has been and we are only halfway through. Anyway, this post as the title suggests relates to cheese so if that isn’t your jam please ignore. 🙂

Amsterdam is one of the cheese hubs of the world. I recently acquired some cheese bounty. So here I will try to cover them as best as I can. Dutch cheeses like Edam and Gouda that are beloved across the globe have different variations some regional, some differ in the way they are made. They have siblings if you will. Maas Lander is one such sibling of Gouda.

Maas Lander is a type of Dutch cheese. It is a less salty, semi-hard type of Gouda. Regular Gouda is immersed in brine for a longer period of time resulting in a saltier cheese with a longer aging time as well. Maas Lander on the other hand, is aged for only 1-10 months! It is a wonderful cheese that has a slight punch but isn’t super aggressive. It would do good in a grilled cheese with say some pepper or mac and cheese or on top of an omellette.

My dad traveled to Amsterdam recently and it is sort of a tradition in our house to get cheese from there. Now an important point to note here is that my father does not eat or like cheese, he does like buying it for us though since the rest of us love it. Usually he gets some mature Gouda and Edam recommended by the seller. This time I decided to do some research and pick some out for myself, I am so glad I did! My dad sweetly found each and every one with ease. How awesome is that?! 🙂

Let’s explore some regional delicacies together and maybe it’ll lead to one of you guys trying ‘em out.

Please bare with me on the photography, I am still learning. Thank you! OH, and have a great day!!

Maas Lander in an Omelette.
Posted in art, Ramblings


My mind wanders because it knows where to go but not how to get there.

My body has scars from years past,

some self-induced, some from inanimate objects

while running, dancing, playing and living care free.

A life of a child is a joyous imaginative world of wonder & unity.

Oh, what a world it would be if we all lived like that.

Let’s spread more love & resist the hate.

Protest it like your life depends on it.

Live & love like the world is ending.

Help  someone not because you pity them or feel bad for them,

do it because you can.


Posted in Baking

Monkey Bread

Simple recipe for a yummy rainy day treat. Clearly my second attempt didn’t retain its shape but it is really good. These go well with hot chocolate, coffee and ice-cream!


Recipe taken from David Lebovitz’s site.


For the bread
180 g milk
1 tsp sugar
1/2 tsp active dry yeast
280 g flour
1 tsp fine sea salt
3 tbsp butter, at room temperature
1 egg yolk
For the sauce
115 g unsalted butter, melted
90 g light brown sugar
2 tsp ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp fine sea salt


1. To make the dough, combine the milk, sugar or honey, and yeast.  Let sit a few minutes until it starts to bubble a bit. Add the flour and salt and mix the dough until it just starts to come together. When it is still rough looking, add the butter and egg yolk. Knead the dough for 2 to 3 minutes, until it comes together and is relatively smooth, but still slightly sticky.
2. Cover the bowl with a kitchen towel and let rise until doubled in a warm place, which will take about 2 hours.
3. Butter an 8-inch pan with sides at least 2 inches high. On a lightly floured counter, stretch the dough until it’s a 12″x4″ rectangle. (30x10cm). Use a pizza wheel to cut the dough lengthwise into four strips, then cut the dough vertically so you’ve got a total of 32 pieces. Have the melted butter in one bowl, and the brown sugar, cinnamon, and salt in another.
4. Roll the dough pieces into rounds. Dip each into the melted butter, shaking off the excess, roll it in the sugar mixture, then place it in the prepared cake pan, leaving some space between them. Don’t crowd them in the pan as they need room to rise, again. Continue with all the pieces of the dough, stacking them up when the bottom is completed. Reserve the remaining sugar and butter.
5. Cover and let rise in a warm place until doubled, about 1 to 1 1/2 hours. About 15 minutes before they are fully risen, preheat the oven to 180ºC.
6. Reheat the remaining butter mix and pour the mixture over the dough in the pan. Bake the monkey bread until the top is golden brown. If using brown sugar, it will take about 30 to 35 minutes. Remove from oven and let rest 5 minutes, then run a knife around the outer edge of the bread and invert on a serving plate.

Posted in Baking

Butter Pecan Cookies

Pecans in my part of the world are an exotic nut and used to be hard to find. If you are based in South America/USA/Canada (that part of the world), Pecans will most likely be a daily item since they are grown in/around those regions. So, this was my first time baking with Pecans.

I love the subtle but strong earthy flavour Pecans bring to the table. Yes, I know I used subtle and strong together but if you are a Pecan fan (or nuts in general actually especially hazelnuts and walnuts) you know what I mean! These cookies are simple in terms of their flavour profile as well as method of preparation. I won’t do my normal run through with this one but you can scroll down for the recipe.  🙂




If you like some extra sugar in your cookies, then you can just roll them in castor sugar once baked. That also makes them look prettier. I was going for more of a home-made that makes you feel warm inside vibe than a quaint cafe that you love but is more of a special treat than an everyday thing.
I don’t know if that sentence made sense at all, it did in my head anyway.

I hope you enjoy these cookies. Have fantastic weekend everyone! Hug someone close to you and treat yourself!  ♥

Butter Pecan Cookies 


Pecans 100 g
Butter 120 g, cubed
Castor sugar 70 g
Flour 130 g
Vanilla Extract 1 tsp


  1. Preheat the oven to 175 C. Toast your Pecan in the hot oven for 6-8 minutes. Be careful not to burn them.
  2. Beat the butter and sugar together until light and fluffy. Mix in the vanilla and salt.
  3. Slowly, mix in the flour until just combined. Fold in the Pecans.
  4. Roll your dough (might be a little sticky) into a log.
  5. Chop into 12 pieces and roll in some castor sugar. Bake for 15 to 20 minutes.